Currently im sat with my laptop chatting to two friends via facebook messenger finishing this website, the bit i am currently working on is the ‘About Me’ section. I strongly dislike talking / writing about myself, it makes me deeply uncomfortable to write down what makes me tick / what makes me ‘me’ especially since it needs to be fairly positive !
Writing positively about myself doesn’t come easy to me, i’d honestly rather give you a list of reasons to hate me rather than one reason to like me, i don’t know why I’m like this but i’ve been this way for as long as i can remember. Maybe somewhere along the way i convinced myself that this is being humble.
The thing is, im completely contradicting why i want to blog, and what ive said in previous posts when i cant be positive about myself ! Nothing gives me greater joy than seeing someone go for their dreams, or push themselves into something new, i love watching people understand their heavenly identity and get themselves involved in God’s crazy brilliant plan for their life, i love watching them become the best versions of themselves and even more than that, i love sitting down with someone and calling out their best qualities and who God sees them as, it brings me so much joy and life.
So with that in mind i cant honestly go on not doing that with myself, i cant sit and not know where to start when im asked for something positive about myself, but that’s tough to start with, going from beating yourself up to lifting yourself up.
Thats where God excels though, isnt it ?!! Tonight im going to take the advice of a pastor i heard recently and im going to sit in my room and ask God to tell me why he loves me, whats positive about my character and what he plans for my life, then when im filled up, im going to tell God why i love him
Can i encourage you to do the same, sit with God, listen to his love for you and then tell him why you love him. Then go out and speak positivity and destiny over those around you. Be an encouraging voice to everyone around you !